Alright, Lets see...
Name: ....I'll figure it out later. >>
Rating: For now, PG-13. We'll see how it works out, ne?...there is mild language and topics though... so... >>
Characters: All the members of Versailles, Plus Juka and Mikage...
Disclaimer; Okay get this straight; I am in no way connected to Versailles or HIZAKI Grace Project, aside from the fact that I'm a big fan and am trying to help Roger [From Tainted Reality] get Versailles down to Florida.  I'm just the typical crazy ass fan that loves to Roleplay and write Fanfics around my  favorite J-rockers. XD; So Don't sue me or anything! XDD

Title: It's not over,... is it?
Characters: Miku/Akiharu [An Cafe], Rie [Made up Character, (c) Koji,...
Roleplay: Roughly based off of my Bara Daigaku roleplay on Gaiaonline ^-^
Rating: Uhm... Well, at the moment, the overall RP is like, PG-13, I suppose. xD; This little snippit is pretty just PG, at least, I planned for it to be only PG. xD Maaay end up going past that, but,.. -shrugs- We'll see. There is some mild language though... so I guess that just makes it PG-13 again.. xDD Oh well.

"Yeah... they're all here..."
Bou scratched the back of his head, leaning back against the wall, glancing around the room. He counted started pointing out each name, making sure everyone was there.
Teruki... Kanon, Rie, Takuya, Miku, Rii, Kaede, Yuuki.... He just watched them, grinning softly, holding the phone to his ear.

On theo ther end of the line, Rini let out a sigh. "Oh goodie.." She said happily, flopping back on the couch between Koji and Shinji. She'd finally called Bou, knowing that he would end up being the only one there paying attention to his phone... his phone was one of his babies. She'd only just then found out that he'd just gotten there,...
She opned her mouth to speak, before feeling the phone ripped away from her, grabbed by Koji.

"Did Rie listen to me?!"
"...What?"
Koji sighed. That's right... he'd never heard her little warning about drinking.
"Is Rie drunk or sober?"

Bou looked across the room at the little group. He quickly spotted Rie and Miku, Miku leaning back, one arm around Rie's waist, keeping her between his legs, one on either side of her. His other hand, of course, was occupied by about his 6th beer within the past 10 minutes, not encluding the stuff Takeshi had given him earlier. Well, they ALL knew that Miku was drunk... he usually tended to be the one to get quite drunk whenever they'd go out together.
Now.. Rie... He had a look in her eye, different than usual. She looked half out of it, though she knew what was going on,... or, Drunk-Rie knew what was going on. She swirled the liquid in her bottle, before taking another sip, finishing off that bottle as well, then slipping Miku's bottle from his hand.

"You're drinking too much," she said, taking his bottle, leaning back against Miku a bit as she finished off his bottle.

Bou stared, blinking. "No, she's drunk... they ALL Are... Stress on ALL."

Koji had put the phone on speaker after being bugged endlessly by Rini.
"ALL!? All, as in, Even Rii and Takuya, who like.. don't drink?"

Bou laughed a bit. "Other than Kaede, whom is about as under at Miku at the moment, both of them have actually drunk a lot... the others sort of forced it on them at first,... But, Rii keeps trying to take Miku's un-opened bottles..." he said, just as Rii went to do it again.




Kaede sat on Yuuki, looking down at him occasionally. A little look in her eye. He caught it quickly, and just smirked, wrapping his arm around her waist lazily, like Miku had been, holding his drink with his other hand.
Finally he looked up again to their Spin the bottle game. He couldn't remember who'd gone last... didn't care. Just wanted to see who'd go next.

Kanon held his camera in one hand, taking a sip out of his glass afterwards. "Miku, you go," He said finally.

Miku looked up from his newly opened bottle, which was then also snatched by Rie as Miku was called out. "Ano... sure..." He said, shifting a bit to grab the bottle, spinning it. Typically, it landed on Rie.

"Aww, that'll be boring," Takuya said, feeling Rii take his own bottle from next to him, taking a sip from it, moving to take it's spot closer next to him. Rii just grinned a bit. "Even if they're drunk?"

The guitarist grinned. Good point.

Miku just looked at Rie, noticing her taking a drink from her bottle. He doubted she'd even noticed. "Rie-chan..." He purred, taking the bottle from her, moving to press his lips to her's.
Rie blinked. Wha...?
She shrugged a bit, putting her bottle back on the ground, turning to face him, moving to stand on her knees. The alcohol had practically killed her. Yay, for being drunk.
She pressed her lips back against his finally,parting her lips almost immediately, feeling his part as well, and his tongue slip into her mouth. They Both ignored the camera clicking in the background as multipul pictures were taken of the two.
Much like Takuya and Rii earlier that night.... the 30 second minimum was long past.

Teruki grinned, leaning back against the bed. "I do believe our little game itself is boring now,..." He said, following his words with a sip from his beer bottle.

Kaede eyed Teruki for a moment, before looking back at Yuuki. "I think he's right,..." She said, obvious slur in her words.
Yuuki looked over at her through the dark amber of his sunglasses. "Then let's do something funner," he said, not caring that Funner wasn't a word. He trailed kisses along her jaw, grinning.

Bou just stared over at the others. He'd finally gotten off the phone, since at the mention of Rie and Miku, the two girls had begun squealing.. not something he needed to hear.



Rii looked over at Miku and Rie, noting how all they'd needed was a little, ment-to-be-normal kiss, to start off one of their world famous make out sessions. She leaned her head on Takuya, only then noticing that he'd been rubbing her leg a bit,... that he was staring at her. He grinned unneavenly a bit.. the uneaven, caused by his drunkness. He tapped the spin-the-bottle with his foot, so it landed again on Rii. They both grinned now. He leaned down, pressing his lips to her's again. He crossed his legs, feeling her move over him, moving her legs over him, straddling him, in other words. Takuya rest one hand on the base of her back, the other on her butt. Rii pressed her lips back against his finally, parting her lips a bit, feeling his tongue slip into her mouth, thogh she quickly pushed his back with her own, massaging the side of his tongue a bit.
Takuya slipped both hands to her hips, as he proceeded to hold her against him. He felt her push him back a bit, slowly at first, before hitting him back against the wall.

The little thud got Teruki and Kanon's attention. They both looked over at Takuya and Rii, whom where half hidden in the shadow of the wall. They looked at eachother, and grinned stupidly, as Kanon moved, taking quite a few pictures, zooming in at times, moving over to the other side of Teruki to get a better view. The two,.. Rii and Takuya where both quite drunk.. they'd never remember this in the morning! So Kanon would have to make sure he remembered.
The two [Teruki and Kanon] blinked, as Bou came over, a beer in his hand.
"When'd you get here?" Kanon blinked again.
"I've been here for a while," Bou murmrued.
Teruki just shrugged, putting his arm around Bou, hitting the bottom of his glass to Bou's softly. "Well, join this little party of three..."
Bou giggled a bit, leaning back on Kanon, looking over at Miku and Rie... Rie suddenly also straddled over Miku, her skirt rolled up quite a bit, one of his hands on her ass, the other... couldn't be seen.
Hmm.


Rie tugged at Miku's hair, making his head bend back a bit, forcing her to press herself hard against him, leaning forward to keep her lips against his, his tongue in her mouth. He'd forced his head back up, pulling her down a bit, forcing her waist down against his. She could just feel how hard he'd gotten, even through his jeans. Just like the night before... he wanted to do her, so bad.
And this time she was drunk.
And so was he. Like he had control now.




Kaede was on the floor, under Yuuki, her legs wraped around his waist, pulling her waist up against his. She'd pulled his glasses off.. he'd barely noticed. He was.. adorable under his glasses.
His lips brushed over her's, down her jaw, her neck, stopping just at her chest, before going back up. She licked his lips as they came back to meet her's, nipping at his bottom lip quickly, though he quickly moved to bite her lip, tugging on it.


Bou looked around at the three couples. "...I really... hope that if they go that far, they're at least smart enough to use a condom... seriously." He murmured, taking a sip from his drink.
Teruki grinned. "Yuuki and Takuya would,..."
"Miku wouldn't,.." Him and Kanon said. Bou rolled his eyes. "Cause it's Miku we're talking about..." "Yep."

Rii pressed Takuya against the wall, her eyes shut, tongue still massaging his. She grinded a bit, feeling him shift a bit benieth her... just made her do it more. His hands trailed down her legs as she moved, slipping back up, feeling the stockings, almost wishing they weren't there so he could just feel her flesh. He ran his hands under her skirt a bit, not really noticing. She either, didn't notice, or didn't care... probably the second. She broke the kiss to take some breaths, feeling him move to kiss her jaw. She pressed her chest against him, feeling him move to nip at her neck, licking it, tasting her sweat. It -was- awfully hot in there, at the moment...



Author's Notes: Total randomness, this is. I was doing an RP with a friend of mine, and decided I wanted to take her characters that she was being, along with mine, [Yes we where RPing the Antikku guys,] and do a random little bit. I was BORED. B.O.R.E.D. XDD;

Title: Flatline: Parts of a Rose [Characters]
Author: Frozenlithium
You're thinking... What? Okay, Okay. Well, I've decided to start writing... I suppose a little novel, if that's how you'd like to put it. It's based around Four characters...
Charmeli, the main character, and the narrator... as yes, I have decided to write this in first person. Why? Because it's easier, and slightly more fun... you can see what's going on in the poor girl's head. Anyway, Charmeli is a Vampire, one with a harsh, heartless attitude, that cares about only a few things.
Then there's Velouria. Charmeli's... Sister. Why did I pause? Because when you usually think sisters.. unless you have one in your house.. you usually think... Sisters! Happy, together, fun, helping eachother, loving each other,.. even if they bug Each other. Yes, well. These two Sisters aren't exactly the best of friends. Unlike Charmeli, Velouria is not a vampire.
Moving on.
Rasmali. The mother of the two girls. It was on a night,... Charmeli was about 18, Velouria, 15.... Rasmali was coming back from a vacation with a friend, having gone all the way to Spain... She'd barely stepped onto the pathway, leading up to the family-of-three's large house, when she felt herself taken, slammed hard against a wall, and knocked unconcious. Nothing else can be remembered from after... All she knows is that whatever attacked her, obviously killed her.
In a sense.
Rasmali is also a vampire. Turned into one. Also Charmeli's... "Creator", if you will.

And then... There's the last character. So far, he is very much so, unknown. However, mentioned constantly.
As Rasmali's attacker.

Now. Since each character will pretty much have their information told throughout the story, I'll just give.. appearances, here.
First.
Charmeli!
Alright, well.

Whenever I think of Charmeli, I automatically picture Kayleigh, as she is known by on deviantART
http://kayleigh.deviantart.com/ <--Her main page on DA.
Some of the main pictures that stand out to me as "Charmeli", are,...
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Roses_Red_shall_Wither.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Absolution_by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Angelic_Abandon.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Ikatsui_All_too_grim__by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Shoutai__The_Invite__by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Waiting_Just_For_You__by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Vedette___Pt2__by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/A_Touch_by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Tojikomoru_Shut_oneself_away__by_ka.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/A_Conflict_of_Interest__by_kayleigh.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Kyoushuku__Sorry_2_Trouble_You_by_k.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/Yogiri_Lost_in_a_Midnight_fog__by_k.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e29/Tobarii/HP%20Characters/_An_Innocent_World__by_kayleigh.jpg

Alright, well, that's slightly more than SOME, but... Oh well. You get the picture, yes? [Aha. BAAD Pun there. >>;]

Anyway. Moving on.
Velouria! I picture her also as someone off of deviantART.
This time, it's PlastikStars!
http://plastikstars.deviantart.com/
However, ONLY These pictures really make her look like Velouria,... Though Velouria looks -slightly- older... more Charmeli's age.

http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/198/b/a/Nothing_can_hurt_you__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/197/c/b/Turn_it_around_baby__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/194/f/4/Love_is_place__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/191/d/d/Ready_to_fall_fall_fall__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/191/f/2/Feathers_and_Doom__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/191/c/2/You__re_the_storm__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/190/6/0/Shooting_Stars__by_PlastikStars.jpg
http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs11/i/2006/193/c/8/Grabbing_stars_from_the_sky__by_PlastikStars.jpg


And.. pictures for Rasmali are pending. BUT! To give a description..
She looks quite young... Though she is in her late 30's... Being exactly 37 [Yes, she had Charmeli quite young...] she looks like she could be her daughter's sister. Complexion is perfect... pure, flawless skin, really... cole black hair.. beautiful gray eyes.
Now, picture that as a Vampire.
He skin is quite pale, her pupils are dark and full, teeth perfect and pearly, ebony hair always perfectly curled and brushed, without her having to even touch it. The woman's single appearance flaw, is the ugly scar that stretches over her nose, and ends in a cross on her cheek. This, is why, she always wears a certain, sparkly silver mask.
[For how I tend to picture her because of the mask and features... go on Youtube, look up "Senor Senora Senorita - Miyavi",.. it's a Japanese song, but if you don't like that stuff, just ignore the music. But watch the video. The main girl, with the mask, red skirt, black top, that Miyavi is usually with.. well, that's usually how I picture her. Alright?]

Anyway. I have no picture for our mystery Vampire. Gomen ^^;; I'll try to find a good appearance later on, alright?


I must go. Expect sometime soon to see the first chapter in Flatline ^^

Title: His Sadness
Author: FrozenLithium
Rating: What's the rating for anyone? G? XD;
Characters: Bou[An Cafe], Mana [Moi dix Mois]
Disclaimer: No, I have no connections to either of these awesome guitarists... so don't ask, alright? And don't sue.. I have no money.

Author's Notes: Pure boredom, really! Well, sort of. A friend and I had been talking, I'd seen something on TV,... this ended up being written up in my word pad! I decided to throw it up here. Tis plain, sorta boring... but cute, I guess. XD; Have fun!

___________


It was one of those times... he just didn't know what to do. Emotional breakdown, of sorts? Pretty much. He had them occasionally... but usually he was alone when they came... alone, staring outside the window, either at the night sky, or at the pouring rain.
Sure, it WAS Pouring rain outside,.... and it WAS nighttime.. but he wasn't alone this time.

Bou's fingers curled softly around the black ruffles of the fellow guitarist's skirt, feeling Mana's hand rub his back softly, almost motherly, in a sense, though a much more loving, affectionate touch to it. Tears soaked the blonde's face, and stained the other's skirt, though oddly, he didn't seem to care so much at the moment. "Mana-sama..." Bou breathed, closing his eyes tight. Even while in pain... overwhelmed by everything... his parents being sick, the band depending on him, romance problems... he felt fairly warm. Probably due to the fact, that he was right with the one he loved.

Mana just stared down at Bou for a long moment, rubbing his back softly, running his fingers through the blond hair occasionally. Finally, he tugged on Bou's arms a bit, half forcing the small man to come up onto the couch more, hugging him softly as Bou rest his head against the other man's chest. Mana stared off through the window. This would be something to have to get used to... if he planned to stay with Bou for as long as he wanted to... which, as corny as it sounded, was forever.

"Don't leave me...?" Bou's words where a soft, sad whisper, but it was nice to hear the boy's words coming out smoothly again, other than a jumble of sobs. Mana paused from the soft rubbing of the other's back, pulling Bou away a tad, looking him in the eyes. "I wont..." He said back softly, the dimmist of smiles on his lips. It forced a smile on Bou's lips as well.
Mana moved to the side a bit, sitting on the very end of the couch, making room for Bou to lay down... which he did, using the other guitarist's lap, once again, as a pillow.

Title: Of all things Confusing [Part 4 of ???]
Author: FrozenLithium
Rating: PG-13
Band: An Cafe
Disclaimer: I do not own, nor am I connected in any way to An Cafe or their company, so please, do not sue me or anything. ^.^; This is meerly a Fanfic I have decided to write in my free time.



Kanon couldn't help but to flinch slightly, feeling a warm towel be draped over his cold, damp, bare shoulders. He looked up, seeing Bou standing behind the couch, just behind Bou. The guitarist pat Kanon's shoulders softly. "You're all wet." he murmured, feeling Miku throw another towel over Bou's head.

"A-ano.. Arigato..." Kanon murmured, feeling as Bou pulled his hands away to dry his own hair. The bassist rubbed his Shoulders softly, getting the skin as dry as he could, before raising the towel, shaking it around on his head, drying out his brown locks, dropping the towel onto his lap afterwards, using his fingers as a comb through his hair.

Bou licked his lips a bit after drying out his hair best he could, dropping his towel around his shoulders, trying to prevent his shirt from getting wet, though it already had gotten quite soaked in the back. He wasn't about to go and change shirts again though.

Miku let out a long yawn, walking over to a chair, plopping down lazily, reclining back tiredly. He grinned softly, glancing over at Bou, whom, at the moment, looked pretty spacey. "Yo, Bou-kun~?"

Bou's gaze raised quickly, and he couldn't help but to blush softly. "H-hai?"
"You don't have to be so shy,... you know? I know that you like me, and Teruki... Don't be so jumpy." He said, leaning back up in his chair. How, Miku, could be so calm,...

"I'm not jumpy, or Shy for that matter. I'm jus---" Bou blinked, hearing his doorbell ring. "Huh?" Who could that--- He had an idea.

"I swear.. if that's Teruki.." Bou murmured softly, slowly walking over to the door, pulling it open without even looking through the hole first. And, of course, it was.

"Hi Bou!"
So cheerful. Bou blushed softly. "Ehh, Teru-san, what're you..." "Doing Here?" Teruki just grinned, sorting of letting himself in, pushing the door open a bit, walking in, quickly noticing Kanon and Miku in the living room, both watching him. "Apparently I'm doing the same as them; Coming to check up on you." He murmured with a grin, looking down at the Guitarist.

Bou grumbled softly, closing the door. "What, a guy can't go MIA for a week?" He scratched his head, and let out a sigh afterwards, looking at Teruki.
"Nope" Teruki said, a little.. too cheerfully. Bou smiled though. It was hard to look at Teru and -not- smile,.. he was the guy you needed around when in a bad mood.
Though,... at the moment, Bou wasn't sure... how good it was that Teruki was there.
Both of the guys Bou liked...

And one that had kissed him?

The guitarist was about to get very nervous... very fast.

"Eii, Teru-san!" Miku waved, a goofy little grin on his face. Teruki grinned back, also waving back. Teruki's gaze floated over to Kanon, and he tilted his head to the side. "You cam too, eh?"

Kanon blinked, and nodded a few time. "Hai."
Teruki just shrugged. He looked down at Bou, and smirked softly. He raised his arm, and draped it around Bou's shoulders. "So, where've you been lately, Bou-kun?" Teruki raised an eyebrow,

The guitarist's cheeks flushed a little pink, and he stared at the ground. "Uhhm... I... well..."

"He's been thinking about a lot of things lately, he needed some time alone to try to figure things out, and he's still having a bit of trouble,..." Kanon murmured. The other three's gaze all shot to the bassist. He was finally talking in full sentences again!

Bou looked at Shinya and smiled, mouthing a soft Arigato. Kanon just nodded his head, a dim smile on his lips, and an even dimmer blush on his cheeks.
Teruki blinked, looking down at Bou. He pulled Bou against his side in a one-arm hug. "Ohhh, really? Need to talk about anything, Bou-kun?" Teruki smiled, walking with Bou back into the living room. He led them to the couch, Teruki sitting down, between Bou and Kanon, whom had moved a bit to give the two room, though he had gotten quite comfortable.

Bou shook his head. "I'm fine Teru-san." Bou said calmly, letting out a breath and looking at Teruki with a dim smile, along with a slight nod. Miku smiled a bit. Apparently, Bou wasn't about to tell, or give Teruki any clues, that he liked him.

Kanon thought the same, and it made him wonder. Does Bou sill even like Teruki? What if now he only likes Miku? It... would make things simpler...

Teruki blinked a few times, before just shrugging. "If you say so..." He murmured plainly. It sounded like pretty good reasoning.

Kanon eyed Teruki for a moment, pondering over something.
"We where.. all suppose to go to dinner last night. Why don't we go for a.. late lunch, early supper, now?" he suggested. It'd.. probably be better, than the four of them sitting there in Bou's living room, watching TV.

"I like that idea." Miku said, fairly plainly, sitting himself up, before slouching forward, resting his elbows on his knees, clasping his hands together.
Teruki glanced at Kanon, then at Miku, and to Bou.

Bou glanced between the three, whom... where all looking at him. "Ano... sure? I guess we can go..." He murmured.

Teruki's face lit up, as did Miku's. "My car?" The vocalist suggested, standing up, fairly quickly, stepping over to the couch, where the other's sat.

"Sounds.. good." Bou mumbled, starting to push himself up, though loosing his balance, and starting to fall back onto the couch, though Miku, grabbed his hand, pulling him back up. Bou blushed softly, before it faded, and he smiled dimly. Miku smiled back.

Kanon and Teruki both watched the two, also watching as Bou fumbled for a second time, ending up falling forward, and hitting softly against Miku's chest. He flushed, quite red, and Miku couldn't help but to smile. "Let's go then." He murmured, looking down at the guitarist.

Bou's blush just darkened, and he nodded. "H-hai..." He quickly moved, brushing past Miku carefully, hearing Kanon and Teruki get up from the couch.

He grabbed a few things, namely his wallet, and his keys, which he shoved in his pocket, along with a pair of sun glasses, which he doubted he needed, though wanted with him any way... just in case, really.

Bou pulled the door open, after slipping into a pair of shoes, at the same time as the others.

"I swore... it stopped raining?" Miku murmured, blinking as he stepped outside, his hands shoved into his vest's pockets.
"Apparently not," Teruki murmured, crossing his arms with a slight grin. Kanon stepped out last, pausing at the door to look at Bou, whom just gave him a soft smile. Bou followed Kanon out, closing, and locking the door behind him. "We'll take my car then," He said plainly.

"Don't you have a convertible too? Bou, it's raining," Teruki blinked a few times, looking back at the Guitarist. "The cover's up," Bou grumbled softly. "You know damn well those don't work when you're driving." Teruki smirked a bit, crossing his arms tight,... it -was- a little cold.

"I'll drive,..." Kanon finally said. The other three all sort of just,... blinked at him. "Ano,..." Bou glanced at the other two, then shrugged. "Sure." He said, smiling dimly at Kanon, whom looked away quickly. He dug his keys out of his pocket, taking a short moment to push up his glasses with his other hand, before pulling out the keys.

Teruki pondered. I bet he's got something tiny, and cheep...

"Where'd you park?" Miku leaned against the wall for a moment, watching as Kanon fumbled around with the keys, slowly stepping down the side walk. He actually had.. quite a few keys on the ring. "What're those for, Kanon?" Bou mumbled, peeking around the other's shoulder, looking at about 7 different keys. Kanon let out a sigh, paying attention first, to Bou. "Apartment, House, Grandmother's house, truck, My room, Brother's room,---" "Brother's room?" "Brother's room; Never know what he's getting into in there." Kanon couldn't help but to grin softly, hiding a smile behind his bangs. He went on, ",...Garage." He flipped the last key as he murmured, before flipping back to what he'd titled the "Truck" Key.

Miku blinked a few times, still sort of pondering over why he had a key to his Grandmother's House.
As if reading his mind, Kanon looked at him. "And my Grandmother... you never really know when she'll fall, and won't get up... and my parents don't exactly live close to her, sadly, I'm within about 10 minutes of." Miku just smirked, coughing a laugh. "Poor Kanon..." He teased.

The bassist blushed softly. "A-ano... I parked.. over here.." He motioned them odd, feeling Teruki's gaze on his back, giving him an odd look.
They stepped out into the rain, which had lightened up over the few minutes of short rambling. Resting, under a tree, in the shade, blocked from the rain [For the most part,] was a very, beautiful, coal-black double cab.

Teruki felt his mouth fall open. "How.. the hell,..." Kanon looked over his shoulder, with a slight grin on his lips, something you -usually- didn't see, unless the four where preforming. Teruki quickly moved around to the passenger seat, pulling open the door, and pulling himself in, just as Shinya pulled himself in behind the wheel, waiting for Aki and Bou to pull themselves in.

Miku stared for a moment. "He's got a nice truck,"
"Something you wouldn't expect from Anime-boy." Bou grinned softly, having opened the door just as he spoke. He sat just behind Teruki, so he could see the blush on Kanon's cheeks when the bassist heard Kazu's comment. Miku grinned, opening the door on the other side, pulling himself up, next to Bou. "Ei? I'll drive on the way back." Miku grinned a bit.

Kanon looked over his shoulder, and wrapped his arms loosely around the wheel, obviously having no intention of letting the older man drive his truck. Miku put on a little pout, having moved a bit, leaning to the side and looking over the edge of the seat, looking at Kanon's expression.

"Meh.. can we just go?" Bou sighed a bit, looking bored all of a sudden. "Uhh... Yeah." Kanon turned the key, putting the truck in reverse, looking up in the rear-view mirror to see behind him,-having a bad habit of not bothering to look over his shoulder, knowing that the mirror wasn't always the best choice-, though seeing Miku and Bou hogging the mirror. "Heeeey..." He laughed a bit, hearing Bou fall into a soft giggle fit, and Miku just laughing, still trying to block the mirror view.

Teruki laughed. "Okay kids cut it out and let the man drive before we all starve." He smirked.
Miku and Bou mimicked each other's moves, giving a slight salute to the drummer. "Yes'sir!" Miku said for the two, before looking over at Bou with a smile.

The Guitarist looked at Miku, and blushed a bit, quickly looking out the window, smiling softly afterwards. He was... smiling again.
Sure, he was still confused.. but.. worrying about things... wouldn't.. exactly be good. He was with his guys now,... he needed to relax... even if he was completely sure that he was in love with two of them, and possible in love with the third as well.

But, he wouldn't know if he didn't spend more time with them, now would he?

"Wait... where are we even going to go?" Kanon blinked a few times, having only half pulled out of the parking spot.

"Somewhere not totally filled with Fangirls... in other words a place we wont get recognized?" Bou suggested sarcastically.
Miku looked at him, and bopped the older man on the head softly. "Bou-kun! You know full well that there's bound to be a fan girl everywhere we go," He said with a laugh.
Teruki nodded. "And we're going to be recognized, I mean, really... it's -us-," He smirked, closing his eyes and tilting his head up a bit, raising his arms half way and bending his hands back, his palms up, looking as if he were in church, though in truth, he was just being a dork.

Kanon smiled a bit. "Well, not really. The fans aren't exactly used to our normal hair," he pointed out.
"They're also not used to Bou looking like a guy." Miku grinned a bit, looking at Bou, winking at him.

Bou pouted a bit, crossing his arms, obviously just playing along. "I always look like a guy!"
The other three just laughed. "Oh yes... skirt and all." Teruki grinned. Bou pouted again, catching Teruki's gaze in the rear-view mirror, taking the moment to stick his tongue out at him.

Miku laughed, rolling his eyes a bit. Bou could be such a child...

"McDonalds?" Kanon suggested, amongst all the playfulness. Bou just smiled. "Where all the fangirls are! But of course."

Kanon smiled a bit. "Yes, well... There's also two cars in the parking lot and nothing on the bike rack."

Bou's upside to being in an apartment complex across the street from a McDonald's.

Shinya had already driven to the exit, hence how he'd seen the apparently deserted fast food place. The others just glanced at eachother for a moment. "I could use some fast food," Bou said. He'd been living off of his own cooking the past few days, which, in truth, wasn't that great... He'd have to bug Miku about teaching him a few things.

It took them a span of about 20 seconds to get across the roaf. For once, the roads weren't... -so- busy. Which was nice, about where Bou lived. He didn't live near an... -overly-, busy street, unlike the other three.

"Hmmn, now,... finding a parking place will be difficult." Kanon murmured sarcastically, glancing about blank parking lot, pulling in one closest to the building. The four all got out at once, though they all heard a loud thud at one point, and after it, a long moan.

"Owwww..." Bou groaned, falling back onto the seat, his hands flying to the top of his head. He rubbed it, having just bonked his head on the door frame.
Miku just laughed, walking around to the other side after closing his door. He peeked around, to Bou's door. He put his hand on the door frame, leaning forward, into the truck a bit. He bent down, his face even, [Though not exactly close,] with Bou's.

The guitarist looked up, and blushed, eyes widening. He felt Miku, once again press his lips against Bou's, making a deep red blush spread across his cheeks.
"Don't hurt yourself now," Miku grinned a bit, taking the smaller man's hand, slowly helping him out of the truck, Bou blushing all the while, not taking his gaze away from the vocalist. Miku just smiled all the while, ignoring Teruki and Kanon's gazes, watching them.

Miku lead Bou out of the way, closing the door. He looked down at the older musician, letting go of his hand, slowly starting to walk off, though slowly, wanting to see, at least hear, what Bou was planning to do.

Kazu's jaw hung open. Okay, so,.. he'd kissed him, again. Bou couldn't help but to smile softly, his hand slowly going to his lips, at that moment, looking... VERY, girly. But utterly cute.

He slowly stepped up, meeting Miku at his side, looking up at him for a quick second, before stepping behind the vocalist, as they walked in the door, just as Miku's stomach grumbled, getting a laugh out of both him, and Bou.




Author's Notes:
Make a note of the little, Music thing this time around, hmm? It's a little clue for what might happen later on. [Might. Not sure yet. Remember I type whatever comes to mind XD]

Things are... odd, aren't they? I swear, what I write isn't planned, so what happens just sort of happens. XD Obviously I have little itty bitty mini plots, but, in truth, I had about... 20, earlier, and I went with none of them, I just sort of wrote all this as it happened ^.^ I'm still,... really not sure what's going to happen with Bou xDD But, I have an idea, but I'm not sure,...

Title: Of all things Confusing [Part 3 of ???]
Author: FrozenLithium
Band: An Cafe
Genre: Yaoi/Mini-Drama
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I do not own An Cafe [Sadly], nor do I have any connection to them or their company. I am but a fan, writing a little Fan-fic. Please, do not sue me, as.. I really, couldn't give the money. ^.^';


"Ano... I.. don't think I'll be leaving any time soon, Bou-kun..." Kanon's gaze floated off to the sliding doors, as he gazed through the glass, at the pouring rain outside.
Bou just nodded his head, not looking upset at all. "The weather is strange today, though... it usually doesn't rain this early in the morning..." he murmured, leaning his head back, half against the couch, half against Kanon's shoulder.

The bassist couldn't help but to blush a bit, but he quickly shook it off. Bou pondered a bit, before standing, taking Kanon's hand in a very calm movement. He half-dragged Kanon over to the sliding doors, before the bassist was able to walk straight. Bou pulled the door open. He liked being on the deck as it rained, he didn't mind getting wet by rain, it was.. calming.

Kanon just watched Bou, feeling the smaller guitarist's hand slip from his own. Kanon just smiled dimly, watching as Bou moved over to the rail, placing his hands on the wet metal and leaning forward, feeling the rain hit his head. Kanon leaned against the wall, just watching him curiously, a dim smile on his lips.

Bou paused, and shivered. "Cold.."
That's when the temperature really hit Kanon. It -was- the beginning of Winter, afterall. He wondered if this rain would turn to snow soon.. though, it wasn't that cold, yet.
Though apparently Bou thought it was. The guitarist rubbed his arms, shivering a bit. Kanon smiled then. He moved behind Bou quietly, and slowly, hesitantly, wrapped his arms around Bou, whom seemed to loosen up fairly quickly.

"Is.. that better?" Kanon murmured softly, feeling the rain freely hit his head, as he was no longer under the shade of the ceiling. Bou smiled softly, turning his arms, and bending his elbows, letting his hands touch Kanon's arms, gripping them softly at first, before just rubbing them afterwards. "Mmmhmm.." his tone sounded.. much like a girls at that moment, which widened Kanon's smile, though only slightly.

---

Miku's ear rested against the door. It was... awfully quiet in the house... no TV on, no talking... Was Bou even there? The vocalist stood straight, and crossed his arms, putting a bit of an irritated pout on his face. He leaned his weight on his right leg, pondering. He could try... one thing at the moment, without ending up looking totally suspicious. He put his hand to the door knob, glancing around once, happy that no one was there, as he realized afterwards that, if someone had seen him glancing around, making sure no one was there, THEN, he would look suspicious. He grinned softly at his own thoughts.

His hand rest on the door knob for a moment, before finally he turned it, and blinked. A little click. The door... wasn't locked. His other hand went right to his forehead, in a bit of a palm-to-face. Bou needs to learn to lock his door... Miku thought, slowly, carefully, pushing the door open, stepping in. His gaze floated quickly to the living room. The TV -was- on, just, on mute. Figured. He flicked his gaze to the kitchen, and it sounded freakishly quiet in there... so he wasn't in there. He heard nothing down the hallway. Miku stepped in, closing the door quietly behind him, having a thought that perhaps,.. Bou was sleeping on the couch, or the floor or something. He took a few steps towards the living room, the deck coming into view in the process.

The deck, along with Bou and Kanon, and Kanon's arms wrapped around Bou.
About a million thoughts rushed at him at once. Though one seemed to stick, and... it was.. really, ticking him off...
Kanon was the last one to see Bou! He had known that Bou was here all along! But he didn't tell Teruki or me! Cause he likes Bou! And look! Bou probably likes him too! Dammit... They're secretly together, aren't they?! There was a harsh glare in his eyes, staring straight to the back of Kanon's head. He stepped, silently, glad he wasn't wearing boots, but his favorite pair of converse instead. His steps, where, near completely silent, and if there was a sound, it was drown out by the rain.

Miku stepped to the door, and leaned himself against the metal door frame, ignoring the pain in his back at the moment. "Well- Don't you two look cute?" He put on a slight grin, crossing his arms loosely over his chest.

Kanon and Bou both jumped, though Bou, much higher than Kanon, and probably could've jumped up onto the bar, if it weren't for the fact that Kanon quickly tightened his grip around Bou, hearing the other voice.
At first, neither of them could recognize it, which in truth, was pretty bad. But as soon as they turned, and saw Miku standing there, the looks on their faces changed quickly, from a look shocked fright, to... well... very aggravated anger in Bou's case, and embarrassed surprise in Kanon's case.

"Akiharu! What the hell are you doing here?!?" Bou quickly shrugged off from Kanon's hold, stomping over to Miku. Miku looked down at Bou, watching him, taking a moment to brush his own, dark brown bangs from his eyes. "What, you don't want me here?" He raised an eyebrow, still grinning softly. Bou grumbled. "It's not that I don't want you here, it's that you're here without calling, or knocking or anything!"

Kanon just watched, eyes wide. Something... was telling him.. this was going to be a very... negative conversation.

"I did call. Twice. Remember? The second time I called you I said I was going to come check up on you soon cause I was worried."

Bou blinked a few times. "I don't... remember that..." He murmured, thinking back to when he was listening to Miku's message.

...Kanon had come in the middle of the message. "Well I'll be..." Bou murmured, pushing the glass door open a bit, stepping in the house, his hair dripping, leaving little wet dots on the carpet. He stepped over to his phone, wiping his hand on the carpet before pressing a few buttons. Miku's message began to play once more, and Bou lsitened in, paying most attention to the part that he'd missed, when Kanon had gotten there.

...Anyway, Bou-kun? I think I'm going to come and make sure you're okay in a little bit. I'm starting to get really worried, ya know? So,... uh, yeah. Bye Bou-kun~

Bou blinked once more. His eyes widened for a short second, as he stood back up, and walked back to the deck, catching a short glare from Miku to Kanon, Kanon looking fairly hurt, and a little nervous as well. "Hey, Hey, Hey; Don't get mad at him, Miku; He was just coming to check up on me too." Bou murmured.

Miku looked at the guitarist again. "We shouldn't have to check up on you; Bou, what have you been doing lately? So quiet." Miku murmured. Bou just sighed, stepping back onto the deck, leaning against one of the side rails. "I've been... busy.. thinking, about things..." he murmured.

The vocalist eyed Bou for a moment, throwing a glance at Kanon, whom had finally stepped out of the rain, back into the cover. "Like.. What?"

Bou blushed softly. "A-ano.. I've.. already talked about it with Kanon... I'm fine,... I don't,.. really want to tell anyone else..." he murmured, throwing a glance at the bassist in the corner.

Miku watched Bou, and for a moment, he just stood quiet, pondering his actions, his reply,.. if anything.

Bou just stared at the ground, before tipping his head to gaze at the rain through his bangs. He heard Miku step onto the deck completely, but didn't think anything of it, until he looked back at the ground, and saw Miku standing near him. He looked up, his gaze meeting with Miku's quickly.

Almost as quickly as Miku leaned down and pressed his lips against Bou's, taking the guitarist's hand, twisting his fingers with his own.
Bou's eyes where wide,... almost the same expression he'd given Kanon earlier that morning,.. though, this time, he felt himself kissing Miku back softly.

Miku couldn't help but to grin softly behind the kiss, pulling back slightly afterwards. "Bou-kun, you -know- you can tell me anything." He looked down at Bou, his eyes looking soft and true. Bou just swallowed. "A-a-ano... I...." His gaze slowly floated over to Kanon, locking on him for a moment, before the bassist just closed his eyes, tipping his head down slightly, letting out a soft sigh.
Bou doesn't love -me-, he loves Miku and Teruki... he thought, shaking his head slightly to himself.

Bou too, closed his eyes. He moved from Miku, walking over to the rail again, leaning on it, feeling the rain once again drench him. He didn't shiver from the cold this time, but welcomed it. The numbing would feel good, after a while.
What... the hell was he suppose to do now?
Kanon kissed him, Kanon, liked him. And Miku had just kissed him again, and... it wasn't in front of fans... so... that meant it was real, didn't it? Bou was... confused. He didn't know who he liked anymore.

For a moment he thought of Teruki. A thought ran through his mind of Teruki kissing him that day as well, and he breathed a very short, little laugh, though it wasn't exactly true. He wasn't really in a laughing mood at the moment, more of a, smoke a cig and sip a drink soft of mood... something he'd hoped Kanon had got him out of that morning.

Miku watched the older, yet shorter, man for a moment, watching the rain bounce off his head, or soak through his un-bleached hair. Miku leaned against the rail behind him, after a moment, pushing himself up, sitting on the rail, looking up at the sky, feeling the rain his him, only barely missing his eyes each time. He softly began to hum Snow Scene to himself, taking a moment to run his fingers through his shoulder length hair, that at the moment, wasn't done-up in any way, much like Kanon's.

"..Bou, just, tell me what's wrong. You've never been so quiet and hesitant to say anything,... I'm really starting to worry." He looked over at Kanon. "And Bou.. if you don't tell me... I'll just get him to tell me."

Kanon quickly looked up, meeting Miku's gaze quickly. "A-ano... I think Bou---"
Bou raised his hand up halfway, flicking his hand. He leaned forward on the rail, staring at the streets below. That was his way of telling Kanon, to tell Miku. Bou couldn't do it himself.

Kanon's eyes widened. "A-ano... Bou-kun...? I can't...." He trailed off, looking over at Miku.
"Yes you can." Bou and Miku said together, though their tones, quite different, Bou's being very dull and tired, Miku's a little more rough, but calm all the same.

Kanon groaned softly to himself, slowly walking over to Miku, standing next to him for a moment. He through one last glance at Bou, biting his lip next to his lip ring, before finally letting out a sigh. "Miku... Bou,... likes you---" He paused, his voice hushed, a slight whisper. Bou knew what he was saying, so he wasn't sure why he was whispering,... it just felt,.. right, for some reason.

Miku's eyes widened, and a goofy little grin fell on his lips. He opened his mouth to say something, but Kanon continued. "--And Teruki."

Kanon looked away quickly, half expecting to get glared at by the vocalist, though, he didn't feel Miku's gaze on him at all.

No, Miku was staring off, to the other side of the deck,mouth still open slightly, his eyes slightly wide. "So... wait... Bou-kun?" He quickly turned his gaze, looking at the guitarist in the front of the deck. "You... for one, are..." He trailed off. Like Kanon before him, he'd figured Bou was gay,... or Bi. Either way, he liked guys. But again, like Kanon, that didn't bother him.

"And you like me..."
"And Teruki." Bou finished for him with a sigh, slowly turning, looking over at the vocalist, his hair sticking to his face. His eyes where dark, but very plain, and lazy.
Miku just stared at the smaller Guitarist for a moment, swallowing once. He licked his lips, looking down, nibbling on his tip lip a bit.

Bou watched him. He ran his fingers through his hair a bit, trying to move the soaked bangs from his eye, and since they where wet, actually being able to, for the most part. "Miku... I.."

"You still love -me- though." Miku couldn't help but to grin. He glanced at Kanon. Though, something's telling me you don't,... -only-,... love Teruki and I... he thought.

Bou... had a headache. With a mixture of heavy rain pounding the crown of his head, and having to deal with the big, confusion of love... he had... quite, the throb.

"Let's... go inside." Bou mumbled softly, crossing his arms slightly, rubbing his upper arms a bit, shivering a tad. He'd have to go change. The two younger band-mates nodded, fallowing in after Bou.


Kanon pulled off his jacket once inside, and draped it over one of the bar stools that rested by the little, opening, from in the kitchen.
"I'll, be right back." Bou mumbled, still holding onto his own arms as he stepped slowly down the hall, into his room. Kanon and Miku just nodded, Kanon walking over to the couch, his eyes locking on the TV... another of his Animes was on. "All that water.. I've got to piss. Be right back." Miku murmured, this time remembering to take his shoes off by the door, before finally walking down the hall, following Bou's footsteps, supposedly going to the Bathroom.

He paused by the door however, glancing into the living room, seeing Kanon very hooked to his show. He turned. Bou's room, behind right across from the bathroom. He stepped over to Bou's door slowly. It hadn't been closed all the way, still open a crack. He watched Bou, whom had his back to the door, as he pulled off his wet clothes, throwing them into a plastic hamper. With only his wet undergarments on, he moved over to his clothes closet, and pulled out just another T-shirt, a plain, black skirt, with some random gray writing on it in places. Along with that, a pair of baggy, black, gray, and white, plaid pants. He laid them on the bed, grabbing another pair of underpants, before pulling off his current, wet ones.

Miku pouted softly. A mound of pillows on Bou's bed made it impossible to see the smaller man's lower half, because of where he stood. Though, it wouldn't hurt to play around.

"Wow, you are tiny everywhere, eh?" Miku grinned, pushing open the door, leaning on it. Bou jumped again, eyes widening, as he looked at Miku. "M-Miku!" he grabbed his dry underpants, pulling them on quickly, calming slightly afterwards. Miku grinned. "Don't worry, I didn't see." He said plainly.

Bou blushed, bright red, grabbing his pants, pulling them on next, leaving his shirt for a moment. Miku stepped in a bit, watching Bou. "How long have you liked me?" He asked, though only got a shrug as a reply.

Bou watched him after his little shrug, and just sighed softly. He grabbed his shirt, pulling it on, along with a plain, black belt afterwards. He stepped over to Miku, and the door. He looked up at Miku, and smiled dimly, taking his hand cooly, pulling him a bit, turning him, leading Miku out of his room, letting go of his hand, halfway down the hall though.

Miku just smiled dimly.
Things where going to be... very.. strange.


Authors Notes:

Title: Of all things Confusing [Part 2 of ???]
Author: FrozenLithium
Band: An Cafe
Genre: Yaoi/Mini-Drama
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I do not own An Cafe [Sadly], nor do I have any connection to them or their company. I am but a fan, writing a little Fan-fic. Please, do not sue me, as.. I really, couldn't give the money. ^.^';



"Shit!" Bou's finger quickly moved to his lips, resting there for a short second before he began to suck on the burnt skin. "Stupid stove..." he murmured through his finger, glaring at the hot coil that he'd burnt his finger on, and the pot that rested over it, hot water boiling inside.

He was making him and Kanon ramen, Kanon having stayed most of the morning, up until lunch time. They'd talked about Bou's little love problem for only a short time, before moving onto other things, as, at the moment, Kazuhiro didn't exactly want to talk about that.

It was strange. Kanon... he'd known Bou, and Bou had known him, for quite a while already, but he still seemed shy around him. He'd never understand that, about Kanon.

Bou just sighed, putting the right amount of noodles into the pot. watched them for a moment, before finally walking out of the kitchen with a long sigh. A hand slowly went to his head, and he rubbed it softly, stepping back into the living room, seeing Kanon slouched on the couch, holding an empty beer bottle in his hand. Without even turning around to see Bou there, he spoke.

"Where you drinking last night?" He didn't sound angry at all, just... curious. Bou eyed him for a long moment, walking over slowly, taking the bottle from Kanon's hand and throwing it back into the little trash can that rested by the couch. There where about four other bottles in there. "A little." He murmured, not sure how much he liked Kanon looking through the guitarist's garbage. What he did was his business.

Kanon just watched, as Bou took his place in another chair, away from Kanon, his eyes falling on the TV. Some... Anime movie was on. Bou didn't know the name, but apparently Kanon knew quite a bit about it, since he kept murmuring little quotes from the movie. Bou couldn't help but to giggle softly. Kanon amused him when it came to that. Shinya always knew... quite a good bit about a lot of Animes and Mangas... things Bou... really didn't care too much about.

Kanon blushed softly, hearing his friend's little giggle. He shifted in his seat, tilting his head so perhaps, Bou wouldn't be able to see the soft blush that touched Kanon's cheeks. Watching this movie... though it would distract him for a second, he still had something on his mind, as he had... almost all morning now.
Bou liked Teruki and Miku. Not Kanon. Bou liked the other two, but,... not Kanon. And yet,... Kanon liked Bou. Kanon let out a slight sigh, tilting his head back to rest it against the couch.

"Kanon?" Bou's voice grabbed the bassist's attention... almost immediately. "H-Hai?"
Bou just smiled. For a minute there, he'd thought Kanon was upset about Bou drinking. Besides... Bou had drank before,... With them, so what difference did it really make if he drunk on his own?
No, that wasn't the problem, he figured that out almost right away. "Whats wrong?" Bou blinked a few times, pushing himself up from his chair, slowly walking over to the couch.

Kanon looked up at Bou, his eyes wide for a short time. "A-a-ano... N-noth---"
"Kanon-kun... I know when somethings wrong with you, you always get really quiet, quieter than usual, and then you sort of just act.. different..." Bou murmured, turning and sitting next to Kanon, indian style on the couch.

Kanon sat straight, putting his hands in his lap and staring at them for a moment, turning a ring on his ring finger with his thumb. "It's... really, nothing... Bou-kun." Which, was a lie. It -was- something. Kanon liked Bou. That was something, was it not?

But... Kanon, knew that Bou didn't like him back... not in that way, anyway. And he really... REALLY... did not want to risk, ruining their friendship. That alone,.. could ruin the band. That's... when something occurred to him.

"A..ano... Bou-kun. What if, you,.. liking Teruki and Miku, does something to the band?" He asked, slowly turning his gaze to meet Bou's, staring into his dark chocolate colored eyes.. rather, eye, as the other was covered by Bou's hair, as it usually was.

Bou sat back and pondered.
"Ano... You know... I never really thought about that..." he mumbled, biting the corner of his lip softly. He stood, pondering. "Uhm.. I'll.. be right back.. The Ramen, you know.." Bou murmured, starting to walk past Kanon. When he was away from the couch, Kanon stood, and fallowed after him. Bou, noticing Kanon behind him, kept talking. "But, I mean... it wouldn't... really happen, right? Cause neither Teruki or Miku could possibly like me... except, maybe Miku..."

"Miku likes just about everyone..." Kanon couldn't help but to comment. Bou just forced a soft giggle, a little smile on his lips. "Yeah. That's true." He murmured, picking up a large, oddly shaped spoon from the counter, going to the ramen pot, moving the noddles about until there were no little clops of ramen stuck together.

Bou turned afterwards, leaning his back against the counter. "But that just means he'd like me no different than anyone else,... just another person, another friend of his." Bou sighed, looking up at the ceiling. "This'll sound.. really negative, but.. watch me go through my life,... alone, relationship wise. I'll have my friends.. sure.. my family,.. but my parents will only live until I'm in like, my 30's or 40's, Older if I'm lucky, pretty soon I'd stop having friends... get too old for dating..." Bou forced on a light smile.

Kanon just watched Bou, picking up, every little movement, taking in every word. He bit his tongue softly in his mouth, chewing on the insides of his cheeks softly afterwards. He was pondering over about a million things at once, but, one thing stood out to him, and without really thinking about it too much, his body just sort of,.. moved.

For a moment, Kanon wasn't exactly himself.

He stepped forward, just as Bou had started to tip his head back down to look at him again. Kanon dipped his head down a bit, and pressed his lips softly to Bou's.

The Guitarist's eyes went... very wide, he was, shocked, completely, and utterly, shocked. He wasn't, at all sure what to do,... if.. anything.
Before he could come to a decision, Kanon pulled away, looking away quickly, blushing. "G-Gomen.." He swallowed, turning redder and redder by the second.

Bou stared at Kanon, before, just turning, fumbling around a bit with two bowls and the spoon, turning off the oven, and bringing the pot to the sink, straining out the right amount of water, then giving him and Kanon the right amount of Ramen in their bowls. He grabbed some chopsticks, and swallowed, staring at the ground infront of him after turning, hearing Kanon slowly walking out of the kitchen. Bou heard him pause by the door, and a soft little click, of Kanon's hand resting on it. Bou put the bowls down on the counter, fairly quickly, scurrying out of the kitchen, and down the little hall, just as fast.

"Kanon..."
Kanon just stood there, frozen for a moment, staring at the door knob, and his hand, resting on it.
"Kanon-kun..." Bou walked over slowly, and paused, standing just behind Kanon. He stared at the floor at his side for a moment,, before dipping his head forward, letting it touch Kanon's back, slowly reaching his arms up, and slipping them around the bassist's waist, closing his eyes half way as he stared at the rug.

Bou felt Kanon flinch at Bou's touch, and he knew full well, that Kanon was probably... very shocked, and turning quite red.


For a while, they just stayed like that, Bou, wondering. How come, before, it hadn't occurred to him that Kanon liked him? Was Bou that slow? Or really just that selfish, to only be paying attention to the fact that he loved Miku and Teruki?

Though.. now.. Bou was even more confused. What.. did he do now? He still liked Miku and Teruki,... but, just after, that little kiss, Bou felt like he liked Kanon too... He pictured another night of booze coming on, and probably a hang over in the morning.

Finally, Bou's grip around Kanon's waist loosened, and Kanon turned, facing Bou, looking down at him. He couldn't help but to smile. Bou looked so cute at that moment, like a little girl, clinging to her boyfriend.

That's when Kanon wondered. Did this mean that the two of them...?
No... it couldn't... just because you kiss someone... and hug someone... doesn't mean you're automatically a couple. If that were the case Bou would've been with Miku a long time ago,...

Finally, Kazu let go, looking up at Kanon, his eyes soft and sweet. "Hungry?" He murmured softly, giggling a little afterwards.
Kanon couldn't help but to smile back, breathing a little laugh. He just nodded his head, feeling that if he were to talk.. he'd.. probably end up saying something stupid.
Bou tilted his head to the side cutely, before nodding once, turning back to the kitchen slowly, walking away.. just as slowly, coming back out not too long after with the two bowls of Ramen, leading him and Kanon back to the living room afterwards.


Author's Notes:
OMG This ones even more boring eh? Well, hey, what do you expect? Second chapter. It'll get better, I'm thinking... hoping. XD; I'm probably going to end up making this in to a long... very long fanfic. xD Like, up in chapters. Some will be boring, some won't. Some will make sense, others you'll read 50 times and still be going "What?" xD; But, that's to be expected from Fanfics, isn't it?
Anyway. Stay tuned for part 3 ^.^ I plan to try to bring in Miku or Teruki in the next one, not sure yet.

Title: Of all things Confusing
Author: FrozenLithium
Band: An Cafe
Genre: Yaoi/Mini-Drama
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I do not own An Cafe [Sadly], nor do I have any connection to them or their company. I am but a fan, writing a little Fan-fic. Please, do not sue me, as.. I really, couldn't give the money. ^.^';

His dark, cocoa eyes stared out into the busy city, glancing about as things caught his eye. Though, in truth, the Guitarist was paying little attention to the things around him, his mind was... elsewhere.

Bou leaned forward, the base of his fore-arms resting on the cold, metal rail of his apartment's deck, between his palms resting a very steamy cup of coffee, which was taking place of the drinks he'd originally decided to sip, only later to decide... Beer probably wouldn't taste to great when you'd only just woken up, even if it was after a night of little to no sleep. Nor would it be very good to end up getting drunk at 7:28 in the morning.

Of course, up at the crack of dawn... Figured. The guitarist had tried,... quite hard to get himself to sleep in, maybe until noon or later, but once he woke up... that plan was down the drain.
He had, too much on his mind to sleep, he needed to think things through. And though, he did have a lot on his mind,... there was something that towered over all his other things at the moment, something that bugged him endlessly.

Who did he love?
Bou, knew he loved someone, he just,.. wasn't exactly sure who.
At first, Bou had believed that, he loved Teruki, just Teruki, and Teru alone. But... it was after a live... after O-East. Miku had kissed him on stage during their performance of MerryMaking... And sure, Miku had 'kissed' him before. It was all FanService, Bou new that... but, he couldn't help but to wonder if Miku actually cared about Bou, as more than a friend. Bou knew he'd felt something in that kiss, so he was.... quite confused.

He let out a slight groan, taking a sip of his coffee, afterwards using his right hand to scratch the crown of his head, running his fingers through the light brown, non-bleached hair afterwards. He stared at the sky for a moment afterwards. "Dammit..." he grumbled softly, letting out what seemed to be a mix of a hiss and grumble. "How come things are so confusing?" He murmured softly, turning slowly, taking another little sip of his coffee, before walking back into his apartment, closing the sliding glass door behind him.

It took him a moment, to really notice the quiet, but quite obvious beep, coming from the corner of the main room, where his phone rested. Message? Someone called? He blinked a few times. He never heard the phone ring...
Of course, he had been outside for one, two with the door closed, three, totally spacing out. Yeah, that was good reasoning, as far as Kazuhiro was concerned.

After placing his cup down on one of his end-tables, he moved over to the one where his phone sat, bending down to a bit of a crouch, wrapping one arm around his knees, and pressing the button softly with his other hand, before wrapping that arm around his legs as well, ending up looking, quite cute in the process.

'You have, Two, New Messages, and, Zero, Old Messages.
Message, One:
"Oi, Bou-kun! Where have you been lately? Didn't you get the E-mail? The four of us where suppose to all go out to eat somewhere last night. What, get yourself a little girlfriend or something and too busy for your guys? Haha! Like that'd happen... You've already told us you're too busy to have a girlfriend, so, eh. Whatever. Hey... uh... Call me back, or something? Lemme know that you haven't fallen off the face of the Earth or anything. Aaaanyway... Nyappy!'"

Bou just smiled softly. Miku,... could be so strange. There was a short little pause, with a bit of slight clunking noises, as Miku apparently tried to get the phone back on the receiver without looking. The guitarist pondered for a moment. That was a new message,.... he knew for a fact he didn't have any messages before he had gone outside, so Miku must've just called... What was he doing up?

The train of thought left Bou,  as the female voice from the phone returned.

Message, Two:
"Heeeey~ Kazu-kun, you there? Boo-oou...? Neh,... guess you're still asleep or something. Anyway.... you weren't at dinner last night, what happened? You alright? You damn well better be... --short pause, with a bit of a forced laugh--, Neh,... anyway. Well,.. uhm... Oh! I think Miku-kun wanted you to call him or something, though something's telling me he'll call you first...---"

"He already did..." Bou grinned softly.

"Cause Miku tends to do that. He can be pretty impatient after all, and usually at the worst times. Figures, eh. Aaaanyway, just wanted to call, check up on you or something, I guess. See ya 'round then? Baaai!"

He couldn't help but to roll his eyes, mostly at himself, than at Teruki. Of all people to call him, it was Aki and Teruki.

'You have no messages.'

Though, the voice of his answering machine fell on deaf ears. Bou let himself fall back a bit, his bum hitting the ground hard, though he felt little to no pain... was, once again, too distracted. He lowered himself down onto his back, placing the back of his right hand softly over his forehead, almost seeming to be in a "woe is me" pose, though he hadn't exactly though about it that way. He'd thought about it more like... "I have a headache,"

He rolled, slowly onto his belly, his wrist hitting the leg of one of his end-tables, telling him he couldn't roll any further unless he moved himself around a bit.
So, for a moment, Bou stayed like that, eyes closed, cheek pressed softly to his upper arm. He was tired... and knowing him could fall asleep, right there on the floor, though, he was still too distracted.
He pressed his eyes closed tight, wishing he could try to ignore the obvious fact that he was in love with two guys at once... and couldn't choose... This was... crazy.

Bou laid in silence for a moment, before there was a loud, sharp, ring, that quite frankly, scared the shit out of Bou. He jumped, his head hitting the glass underside of his table,... that'd leave, quite a bump. He groaned. "Kuso..." He cursed softly, rubbing the back of his head with one hand, moving from the table, getting on all fours, or at the moment, all 'threes' as he rubbed his head,... crawling over to the endtable with the phone. "Now what?" He didn't want to pick it up yet, he wanted to see who it was, and letting them leave a message was the only good way... he never did have caller-ID. Not sure why. Well, truly, he was just too stubborn to have to walk over to a phone, look at the number, and try to figure out who it is, when he could just sit on the couch and listen for the message, and HEAR who it was. Took a whole lot less effort.

The phone rung a few times, before finally there was a break, and Bou heard his own voice.

"'Ey, Kazuhiro here.  Just leave a message and I'll call you back when I get the chance, Okay? Baaii!"

He couldn't help but to breathe a laugh at his own message. He'd... have to change that soon. It was getting old.

"Bou? Still not picking up your phone, eh? Hey, you sure nothings Wrong? None of us have seen you in a while,... wasn't Kanon the last to see you, and wasn't that at like a store or something?" "...Yep." -short sigh- "Eh, whatever. Hey, Bou? Call me back soon...? We're all sort of worried about you. I know there's only been like a two hour pause between calls, but... still.  Hey... uh... I think----"

Miku's voice drown out, quite quickly, as the sound of the freakishly loud Doorbell rang through Bou's apartment rooms. He groaned softly. Who was it? Slowly, Bou Tip-toed around to the door, getting there just in time for the Door-bell to ring again, and Miku's message on the phone to as well.

Bou stood up on his Tippie-toes, having a fairly difficult time looking through the view-hole when standing flat.

His eyes widened slightly when he saw who was standing there.

Bou pondered, biting his lip softly, his hand slowly creeping towards the door. What.. why was Kanon there? Actually, Bou sort of knew why. Bou had been MIA for the past week or so,... he'd bought a lot of food that day in the store when he ran into Kanon... so he hadn't needed to go out side. He always had his mail brought straight to his door, in through the slot, so once again, never had to leave. Seemed pretty lazy, but it was fine.

In his thoughts, Bou hadn't noticed that he'd clasped his hand around the door-knob, and slowly pulled it open, looking at Kanon on the other side, who looked... quite relieved.

"Shinya?" Bou swallowed. Kanon just smiled back. "You're home... afterall." He murmured softly, watching as Kazu slowly moved out of the way, letting Kanon slowly walk in. He'd only been in the Guitarist's house a few times before, so he made sure to take a quick glance around, sticking things to memory in the process.

"Why are you---" "A-ano..." Kanon stuttered a bit, and now he was the one biting his lip. "Miku, and Teruki... they've.. been calling, haven't they?" Kanon glanced away, his gaze catching the phone, seeing the "3", marked in the digital lettering, guessing that they were from the two older members of the band.

Bou crossed his arms loosely, kicking the door softly to make it close once Kanon was out of the way. He nodded, looking away. "Ano... ano....So,... I had.. decided to not call but... come to your apartment... thought it might... you know, Be more effective than waiting for you to call one of us..." Kanon glanced off to the side nervously, raising a hand slowly to his medium-brown bangs, brushing them to the side slightly, though knowing full well that never worked, not with their length.

Kazu watched him, staying... pretty quiet, for once. Usually Kanon was the quiet one, so this was odd.
"A..Ano.. why.. have you been so.. quiet, lately, Bou-kun?" Kanon looked over at the feminine guitarist, hoping... he'd say something.

Bou let out a long sigh, looking over at Kanon. "Shinya... I... well... I've had... a lot, on my mind... I guess... and I just sort of wanted to..." he paused, turning, uncrossing his arms to clasp his hands together over his lap, turning, and slowly beginning to pace. "...wanted to just, figure things out on my own.... You know?" Bou turned on his heel, looking at Kanon again. Kanon just watched him, listening carefully, trying to fit Bou's little pauses together, so he'd understand exactly what Bou was saying.  "It's something you can't talk to us about?" Kanon was quiet, but his own stuttering had subsided, for the moment anyway.

Bou let out a long sigh. He motioned over to the couch, and slowly started to walk over, hearing Kanon take off his shoes at the door, knowing Bou liked a clean floor, even if his own room usually was a disaster area.
"Well... no. Not yet anyway. It's like... one of those things I've got to figure out on my own I think..." Truly,... Bou wasn't sure. Kanon blinked once, watching as Bou sat on the couch, then quickly pushed himself onto the back of the couch, his hands resting in his lap.

Kanon walked around, sitting on the other edge of the couch, looking up at Bou, leaning his back against the arm of the couch. "A...Ano.... Bou-kun.... you can... tell me... if you feel like you want to tell someone..." Kanon looked off to the side, swallowing al ump that hed formed in his throat once again. Bou looked at Kanon, and bit his lip. Slowly, he slid back down onto the couch, making Kanon move a bit, not wanting to be touching Bou. "Can you... keep... it a secret, Kanon-kun?" Bou didn't look over at him, just stared at his hands.

Kanon nodded his head quickly... perhaps a little... too quickly, making his glasses almost slip off his face. Bou swallowed, watching that nod out of the corner of his gaze.
"A-ano... I... well..." Bou swallowed, his cheeks slowly beginning to turn very pink. "I think... I'm in love... but..." He paused, not sure if he wanted to continue.

Kanon just looked at Bou quickly, making an obvious note that he was listening. "But... "

"But,... with two people... two.. guys..."

Kanon blinked a few times. He... figured Bou was Gay, Bi, maybe, and probably. That wasn't what had Kanon thinking. It was the fact that Bou liked Two guys at the moment. He was reluctant to ask... "Who,...?"

Bou murmured his reply softly, almost... too soft. "Miku... and... Teruki."

But Kanon could hear it, and let's just say he had a hard time, keeping himself sitting up. "You... like...." He could barely finish his sentence.
"I'll keep quiet..."

"Don't tell Miku or Teruki..."

"I wont..."



Authors Notes:
If you're wondering, Aki, or, Akiharu, along with Kazuhiro and Shinya,  are apparently Miku, Bou, and Kanon's real names [Respectively]. Am I 100% sure of this? No, but where I did see if, well, I fell to trust the site, so I believe it. Oh, and if any are wondering, Teruki's name is supposedly just.. Teruki. XD;

Yes, this is long, and fairly boring. xD It's probably just going to end up being a "Part  One". I'll probably make a reply to it soon, like, Part two. Maybe one of the two guys will find out, maybe they wont. Maybe Bou's love will change, or maybe it'll strengthen. Who knows? I don't even know yet! XD;